Perseverance

The Dirty Dash 2012 ... It's Coming!

2012-02-15T17:50:00.000-08:00

Does running around Bogus Basin over hay bales, down slip-n-slides, through mud pits and chugging beer all while in costume with 500 of your closest friends sound like a good time to you? Well it does to me too!!

For the past 2 years I've participated in the Dirty Dash, and I can't wait to partake this summer once again! On August 25th it's time for Boise to get filthy!!

You can read about the first year here.

And the second year here.

This race is like none other. Most are hard, most aren't fun, and never have I been so dirty before. This event is the only one I know of where pushing your friend down in mud, hoisting a stranger over a wall, and chugging a beer while running and being dressed as Scooby Doo all seems normal. It's where you can feel like a military bad ass traversing obstacles while letting your inner 6 year old run wild.

Watch the video below (put together by the dirty crew themselves) to see what all the filthy goodness is about.

Now that you've watched this, and as I have no doubt, are ready to sign up, visit www.thedirtydash.com to find out more info.

Get Dirty!

January 2012 | Recap

2012-02-08T17:40:00.000-08:00

January 2012

Lots of travel
Quit my job and went full time with Motormouth Studios
Lots of photos taken
Quality time spent in coffee houses
Moved in with my little bro and sis-in-law

January was a transition month. The transition isn't 100% complete yet, but the growth has already been phenomenal.

Looking forward to what the rest of 2012 has to bring.

And So It Begins | Boise Team in Training

2012-02-03T16:53:00.001-08:00

New Blog | Instagram'ed

2012-01-22T12:32:00.000-08:00

I've started yet another blog! This one hosts all my iPhone pics. If you'd like to follow me, you can visit the site here.

Fan Photos of David Cook - Published!

2012-01-17T23:08:00.001-08:00

I've never taken a screen shot so fast! So excited to go to David's homepage and see my photo from the show this summer!! I'm sure it's randomized, but who cares?!

See other photos from the show here.

Eeeps! Silent screaming inside right now ;)

Dreams Are Coming True

2012-01-13T11:06:00.000-08:00

I woke up this morning to an email from "Abe." Abe is a service that sends you an email summarizing what you posted in social media (in this case on facebook) one year ago today. While I'm not one to live in the past, this is a great tool for seeing the growth I've made, and/or reminder to keep growing and not become stagnant.

Today's email comprised of the following pictures:

One year ago today, I sat in the tattoo parlor with my good friend Jayme and added a permanent reminder to my body that I can do ANYTHING. I had accomplished my goal of finishing a marathon. I had trained, worked hard, set my mind to something I thought impossible, and with each small step proved to myself that I am strong enough.
Proved to myself that I am good enough.
And proved to myself that I am someone who does what she says she is going to do.

Demons in my head be damned, I did it.

One year later, I have the opportunity to prove it to myself once again. I've taken a leap of faith, and walked away from full time work. Some would call it madness, some would call it crazy and most would call it downright stupid.
But I choose to see it for what it is... an opportunity. An opportunity to stop posting entries like this one and embrace the life and career I want. An opportunity to stop living a life of default and embrace a life I've designed.

But I need your help.

You see, I'm scared to death. I'm scared to admit that I don't know how this is all going to work. I'm scared to admit that I have no money to make it work. I have bills and responsibilities just like everyone else, but without a clear plan on how to pay for them. But I will. I have no doubt that it will all work out, because that is what I've chosen to make happen.

So you may be sitting there wondering, how can I help? I'm glad you asked that question. You can help by allowing me to help you.

And how can I help you? I can help by stripping away all the preconceived notions about yourself. Yes, you may be thinner in 6 months, or your son's bruised cheek may heal and go away in another few weeks, and the terrible two's (or three's or four's) that your toddler is experiencing may make it more difficult to get that perfect picture.

But your family is growing and changing now.

What your family looks like today is perfect and beautiful, and I don't want you to forget it. It would be a disservice to put off taking photos until everything is perfect.
Because what is perfect?
Don't make perfection something unattainable.
Why not capture the real perfection that you all are now? Because that's how I see you.

The power of social media is amazing. Daily we are invited to know the details of our friends lives. Where they are, what they do, what they eat, what they feel, what they like, what they hate.
Everything.
Sometimes stuff we don't want to know.
But it's there.
And with the power of social media, the world is hugely connected. One suggestion from a friend on where to buy something (or where NOT to buy something) can ripple out quickly among all those who see it, and that now becomes the place to purchase X, Y and Z.

So, what I'm asking you to do is simply keep my studio top of mind. Check out my website (here) and if you like my work (and please, please, please only in you genuinely, truly like my work - because authenticity is HUGE to me) and you know of someone I can help by taking their photo, or designing something for their business let them know about me.

And please help yourself too by not allowing too much time to pass before you capture who you are. Make a lasting memory and share it with friends and family.
Embrace who you are, stand up and say, 'I am beautiful!'
Show off your amazing family and capture that horrible pair of worn jeans your teenager won't stop wearing and the blanket your 3 year old drags with her everywhere.
Spotlight your business and show everyone how you are making your own dreams come true.

I know without a doubt that Motormouth Studios will work. I need to just look at my foot and remember that with Perseverance, the strength that I posses and the friends that I have, all I have to do is take a step in the right direction each day.

2012 | The Year of Me

2012-01-07T11:25:00.000-08:00

I've been avoiding this blog.

I've been hoping that the 'perfect' post would present itself, and I would have the energy to start up the writing again.

I've been avoiding posting the fluff in life and only the happy times.

I've been avoiding the real. The nitty gritty. The way life truly looks sometimes.

Mostly I've been focusing on other things.
Family, work, photography, paying bills... you know, life.

Soon I will be back. I don't know if anyone even reads this site anymore, and if not, that's ok. I owe it to myself to record life. To be able to look back in a month, a year, 10 years and see the growth in myself, in my career, and in my ability to handle life's ups and downs. I owe it to myself to remember the struggles and the joys of day-to-day life and be able to just smile and think 'oh yeah, I've been through all this before, now is no different, and I'll make it through again.'

So I'm promising you (if you're still out there) and most importantly me, that I will be back on here soon. I'm ready to document life again. The year 2012 has already started out with some surprising changes, and I'm ready to capitalize on opportunities for growth.

I got this, and soon I'll be back to talk all about it.

Dream

2011-11-30T08:35:00.001-08:00

Walk with the dreamers, the believers, the courageous, the cheerful, the planners, the doers, the successful people with their heads in the clouds and their feet on the ground. Let their spirit ignite a fire within you to leave this world a better place than when you found it.
- Wilfred Peterson

Dr Seuss - One Smart Dude

2011-11-21T07:56:00.001-08:00

Congratulations!

Today is your day.
You’re off to Great Places!
You’re off and away!

You have brains in your head.
You have feet in your shoes.
You can steer yourself any direction you choose.
You’re on your own. And you know what you know.

And YOU are the guy who’ll decide where to go.

You’ll look up and down streets.

Look’em over with care.

About some you will say, “I don’t choose to go there.”

With your head full of brains and your shoes full of feet,

you’re too smart to go down a not-so-good street.

And you may not find any you’ll want to go down.

In that case, of course, you’ll head straight out of town.

It’s opener there in the wide open air.

Out there things can happen and frequently do to people as brainy and footsy as you.

And when things start to happen, don’t worry. Don’t stew. Just go right along.

You’ll start happening too.

Oh! The Places You’ll Go!

You’ll be on your way up!
You’ll be seeing great sights!
You’ll join the high fliers who soar to high heights.

You won’t lag behind, because you’ll have the speed.

You’ll pass the whole gang and you’ll soon take the lead.

Wherever you fly, you’ll be best of the best. Wherever you go, you will top all the rest.

Except when you don’t.
Because, sometimes, you won’t.

I’m sorry to say so but, sadly, it’s true that Bang-ups and Hang-ups can happen to you.

You can get all hung up in a prickle-ly perch. And your gang will fly on. You’ll be left in a Lurch.

You’ll come down from the Lurch with an unpleasant bump.

And the chances are, then, that you’ll be in a Slump.

And when you’re in a Slump, you’re not in for much fun.

Un-slumping yourself is not easily done.

You will come to a place where the streets are not marked.

Some windows are lighted. But mostly they’re darked.

A place you could sprain both your elbow and chin!

Do you dare to stay out? Do you dare to go in?

How much can you lose? How much can you win?

And if you go in, should you turn left or right…or right-and-three-quarters?

Or, maybe, not quite? Or go around back and sneak in from behind?

Simple it’s not, I’m afraid you will find, for a mind-maker-upper to make up his mind.

You can get so confused that you’ll start in to race down long wiggled roads at a break-necking pace and grind on for miles across weirdish wild space, headed, I fear, toward a most useless place.

The Waiting Place…for people just waiting.

Waiting for a train to go or a bus to come, or a plane to go or the mail to come, or the rain to go or the phone to ring, or the snow to snow or waiting around for a Yes or No or waiting for their hair to grow. Everyone is just waiting.

Waiting for the fish to bite or waiting for wind to fly a kite or waiting around for Friday night or waiting, perhaps, for their Uncle Jake or a pot to boil, or a Better Break or a string of pearls, or a pair of pants or a wig with curls, or Another Chance. Everyone is just waiting.

No! That’s not for you!

Somehow you’ll escape all that waiting and staying. You’ll find the bright places where Boom Bands are playing.

With banner flip-flapping, once more you’ll ride high! Ready for anything under the sky.

Ready because you’re that kind of a guy!

Oh, the places you’ll go!

There is fun to be done!

There are points to be scored.

There are games to be won.

And the magical things you can do with that ball will make you the winning-est winner of all.

Fame!

You’ll be famous as famous can be, with the whole wide world watching you win on TV.

Except when they don’t. Because, sometimes, they won’t.

I’m afraid that some times you’ll play lonely games too.

Games you can’t win ‘cause you’ll play against you.

All Alone!
Whether you like it or not, Alone will be something you’ll be quite a lot.

And when you’re alone, there’s a very good chance you’ll meet things that scare you right out of your pants.

There are some, down the road between hither and yon, that can scare you so much you won’t want to go on.

But on you will go though the weather be foul.

On you will go though your enemies prowl.

On you will go though the Hakken-Kraks howl.

Onward up many a frightening creek, though your arms may get sore and your sneakers may leak.

On and on you will hike.

And I know you’ll hike far and face up to your problems whatever they are.

You’ll get mixed up, of course, as you already know.

You’ll get mixed up with many strange birds as you go.

So be sure when you step.

Step with care and great tact and remember that Life’s a Great Balancing Act.

Just never forget to be dexterous and deft.

And never mix up your right foot with your left.

And will you succeed?
Yes! You will, indeed!
(98 and ¾ percent guaranteed.)

Kid, you’ll move mountains!
So…be your name Buxbaum or Bixby or Bray or Mordecai Ale Van Allen O’Shea, you’re off to Great Places!

Today is your day!

Your mountain is waiting.

So…get on your way!

Escape

2011-11-20T22:10:00.001-08:00

Even if it's only 10 minutes, and even if I'm shivering from the cold, my camera and nature together make the best companion and all troubles, fears and doubts melt away.

"I Choose"

2011-11-16T07:57:00.001-08:00

Because younever know where life is gonna take you
and you can't change where you've been.
But today, I have the opportunity to choose.

Here am I now looking at 30 and I got so much to say.
I gotta get this off of my chest, I gotta let it go today.
I was always too concerned about what everybody would think.
But I can't live for everybody, I gotta live my life for me.
I pitched a fork in the road of my life and ain't nothing gonna happen unless Idecide.

And I choose to be the best that I can be.
I choose to be authentic in everything I do.
My past don't dictate who I am. I choose.

I done been through some painful things I thought that I would never make itthrough.
Filled up with shame from the top of my head to the soles of my shoes.
I put myself in so many chaotic circumstances, but by the grace of God I'vebeen given so many second chances.
But today I decided to let it all go. I'm dropping these bags, I'm making roomfor my joy.

Because you never know where life is gonna take you and you can't change whereyou've been.
But today, I have the opportunity to choose.
I used to have guilt about why things happen they way they did ‘cause life isgonna do what it do.
And everyday, I have the opportunity to choose.

From this day forward I'm going to be exactly who I am.
I don't need to change the way that I live just to get a man.
I even had a talk with my mama and I told her that today I'm grown,
"from this day forward, every decision I make will be my own."

And I choose to be the best that I can be.
I choose to be courageous in everything I do.
My past don't dictate who I am. I choose.

Snow in Boise!

2011-11-04T15:52:00.000-07:00

The first snow fell today.

Crazy you ask?
Yes, I answer. Sure is.

New business cards!

2011-10-31T09:27:00.000-07:00

Last week I ran out of business cards... so I designed and ordered new ones!

I super love them :)

Falling for Boise

2011-10-30T10:19:00.001-07:00

There is nothing more beautiful than fall in Boise.

The perfect Saturday

2011-10-29T10:55:00.001-07:00

Photo editing and Big city. Sigh...

Taking a moment...

2011-10-23T18:17:00.001-07:00

I'd like to thank God for many things including, but not limited to:

- Good examples of attitude and love where I work. It's such a blessing to have genuine positivity right in my office.
- The opportunity to be creative and interact with new people and personalities daily.
- New contacts and networking opportunities that lead to photography/design/writing opportunities.
- fall colors...they're finally here!
- weekends with a full schedule of all the things I love.
- the small things (comfortable jeans, hoodie weather, warm coffee and tea, choco chip pancakes, rain, sun, clouds, running buddies, and on and on.)
- friends who are honest, even when it hurts, because they truly love me.

And just for fun...

A moment of the heart

2011-10-20T16:44:00.000-07:00

I'm sitting here with tears streaming down my face. I have revisited this post 4 times now, trying to finish without dissolving into tears, and I can't do it. That last line... "you'll know it when you find it."
I've found it. Why in the world am I not pursuing it?

Empowered.

2011-10-20T07:51:00.000-07:00

It's easy to give other people power.

It's easy to let them define me, to let them take leadership roles and say what's what and create the rules I live by.

The power I seek exists within myself. No one needs to give me permission.

I have the power.

I have the power to create my own qualifications.

I have the power to be competent, inspiring, passionate, obsessed, impatient, hungry, driven, adoring, inspired, an artist, a genius or someone who cares.

I have the power to lose weight and get fit.

I have the power to get out of debt.

I have the power to smile and be happy.

I have the power to find my passion and do something with it.

I have the power to become an expert on any subject I wish.

I have the power to live by any manifesto I like, or create my own.

I have the power to be my best self.

You have the power too. Now what are you going to do with it?

Concert Goodness

2011-10-19T16:40:00.000-07:00

So the David Cook/Gavin DeGraw concert was simply... amazing.

The Knitting Factory is a small venue in Boise, and I love seeing shows there. It's so small and intimate, and you can really see the stage well from virtually anywhere. The other thing I love about it, is they have a full bar.

Good music, good friends, and good booze.
Does it get much better than that? ;)

Richard and I purposefully went late. We hadn't heard of the opening band, and knew David would be last to take the stage, so we didn't bother waiting in the annoying lines. When we got there Carolina Liars were just finishing their set. I thought I had never heard of them, but immediately recognized them from my favorite Pandora station (Civil Twilight)! I was glad to catch at least a few of their songs before they were through. After the show they were hanging out near the door selling their cd's and I chatted with the lead singer about what a wonderful job they did. Pretty cool :)

Next up was Gavin DeGraw. I don't know much of his new stuff, so I wasn't too excited about seeing him, but he was GREAT! He played a ton of his old stuff, and I had forgotten how much I loved his first album. He put on a great show, and was very personable with the crowd.

Next up was my beloved David. Richard and I immediately fell in love with him when he first appeared on American Idol in 2009. He has an amazing talent and is so real. He was a total nerd on stage, and I love it! Man can he rock!

You're not supposed to take pictures during the concert, but I snuck my good camera in (hey, they didn't check my purse!) and could not resist snapping a few of David and praying they'd turn out. I was so happy that they did! You can see in the following pics that we were just a few rows back by the end of his set.

Sigh... such a beautiful man...

And my favorite pic of all. It's not in the best focus, but he's looking RIGHT AT ME! :D

Richard ended up catching David's drumstick and gave it to me!
Sigh, what a fantastic night!

Fitness goals

2011-10-16T15:08:00.001-07:00

I've been struggling lately. Experiencing depressive thoughts and energy. Depression I haven't experienced since before marathon training last year. A few nights ago I was chatting with my roommate (and fellow TNTer) about it, and realized that I don't have any goals on the calendar. No goals equals no motivation or pressure to workout. No work outs leads to a depressed Macey.

So I'm putting some goals on the calendar!

Here's what I have so far:
- Boise Turkey Trot relay November 2011
- Boise Christmas Run December 2011
- Race to Robie Creek half marathon April 2012
- Grand Canyon hike (take 2) May 2012
- Lake Tahoe Century Ride (take 2) June 2012
- Pacific Crest HALF IRONMAN (!!!) July 2012
- Nike Women's Marathon (take 2) October 2012

Things to train for, and something to look forward to around every corner. I can't wait!!

Fitness flashbacks...

Omg!

2011-10-14T15:29:00.001-07:00

Who has two thumbs, a big smile and tickets to see Gavin DeGraw and David Cook Monday night?

This girl!!

God's handiwork

2011-10-14T07:17:00.001-07:00

Last nights sunset, and this mornings rise. Thank you for beauty Lord.

Stumptown

2011-10-13T13:19:00.001-07:00

My trip to Portland (which I haven't blogged about yet, I know) was hands down, the best vacation I've had... Maybe ever. (I'll blog about why soon, promise)

While on lunch today I came across this punchcard from one the coffee houses Rick and I visited in downtown, and the memories came flooding back. Relaxing, chill and minimalist- that's Stumptown.

I miss it.

Heavy

2011-10-07T14:23:00.001-07:00

Feeling the weight today. Ready to release.

Peace

2011-10-05T07:26:00.001-07:00

Grateful in Portland.

2011-10-02T08:18:00.001-07:00

My 10 grateful thoughts this morning:

1- Family. Even when you don't see them for years at a time, they're there for you any time.
2- Friends. Old and new.
3- Overcast weather.
4- RAIN!
5- A break from the every day routine.
6- Opportunities and new horizons.
7- Smiles. They really make everything brighter.
8- Time with God. Even if it's just for a few seconds at a time.
9- Butterflies in my belly.
10- Awareness.

Office birthday love

2011-09-16T16:29:00.000-07:00

The day started with me receiving flowers my dad sent me. Every year since Kindergarten my dad has sent me flowers on my birthday (or before if it happens to fall on a weekend, like this year) and every year I look forward to receiving them. To me it means my birthday is officially underway.This year dad sent me the most adorable and happy bouquet and it totally made my day!

Liz (on my left looking at the pic) has a birthday on Tuesday and decided to make us a cake to celebrate our upcoming birthdays. It was SO GOOD! I'm not a big cake fan, but this one was amazing!!! I love working with such generous and good natured people! I also love that we're all in our BSU wear since there's a game tonight.

GO BRONCOS!

Today, I am grateful for:

Birthdays!
Good friends
Smiles from strangers
Laughter at the office
A job I love

3 a.m. alarm and yummy firemen

2011-09-11T14:44:00.000-07:00

It's officially my birthday week, and oh boy, did it start off with a bang.

Well, a ringing really, but "it started off with a ringing" just doesn't quite have the right, well, ring to it.

I was roused (and I used that word in the most urgent and rude sense possible) at 3 a.m. from a glorious and peaceful sleep by my smoke detector screaming at me. Now let me tell you, were it possible to wake the dead, and a person wanted to, a smoke alarm would be the tool of choice.

That sucker is LOUD.

So there I am, scrambling for clothes to throw on, while turning my head left and right trying to see where the flames were so I can plan my exit accordingly. Only, there's no flames. And upon further confused investigation, I see there's no smoke either. Suddenly, just as loudly as it came on, the deafening silence set in. Convinced it was a fluke, I laid back down to sleep. And sure enough just as I reached slumber land, the alarm rang out once more.

Now I was pissed.

If there's no fire, and no smoke, why the hell was I being woken up at 3 in the morning! I grabbed my phone and began googling "my smoke detector won't stop waking me up." You'll be surprised to know this got me no where. However, I did read some scary stuff about wiring malfunctions and smoke detectors catching fire, so I did the only thing I could think of and called the non-emergency fire department line.

Long story short, the dispatch decided to send out a truck just to make sure everything was ok. I hurried into my bathroom to re-brush my teeth, run a brush through my hair, apply a little mascara (hey, it's not every night a single gal has firemen delivered to her door!) and went downstairs to wait for them.

It didn't take them long to discover the problem. Apparently my smoke detector was announcing it's need for a fresh battery, and wanted to make sure I heard it loud and clear. (Am I wrong, or don't most smoke detectors just chirp annoyingly in the background?!)

The beautiful men made sure I felt safe, wished me well and drove off into the night.

I have to say, being awakened at 3 in the morning is not pleasant, in any sense of the word; however, if you have to be, adding firemen definitely helps. Especially when they look like this...

Happy birthday to me!

Good to the Last Drop!

2011-09-06T16:50:00.000-07:00

Why can't it be socially acceptable for adults to do this?!

PS - that bowl is about twice the size of her head.

More Dirty Behavior

2011-09-01T14:59:00.000-07:00

I {may} have stolen these photos from online using a little trick I like to call shift+command+3.
Enjoy :)

Another Dirty Birthday!

2011-08-30T12:52:00.000-07:00

Remember this day last year? Well guess what race I participated in again this year...

So. Much. FUN!

This year the mud run fell on Danielle's birthday, and we celebrated another year of her fabulousness by trekking through the mud and hills for 6 miles. Her sister, Jana, and one of Jana's friends joined us in the excellence. Out of sheer brilliance, Jana came up with a great idea for costumes for us. Hopefully I'll have better pics soon (once the Dirty Dash team releases the 'official' ones) but can you tell what we are??

1 Fish, 2 Fish, Red Fish, Blue Fish!!!
Jana took old sweatshirts, cut off the sleeves and made us into cute fishies!

Here's the "face" of mine

Here's Danielle and I pre-mud. Notice the lovely beer in her hand. We took second in the costume contest and our prize was, among other things, BEER. At 8:30 in the morning! Lol... it made the 6 miles interesting!

Danielle and I post-mud. However, this is also post shower and after stripping off our layer of sweatshirts, which weighed a ridiculous amount once filled with mud!!

After the run we got together at Jed and Danielle's to continue the celebration with family and friends.

Joie loves a good party.

She also loves good cake...

May I Always Remember...

2011-08-28T12:27:00.001-07:00

Simply Me.

2011-08-26T15:38:00.000-07:00

Fake it 'till ya Make it.

2011-08-26T14:05:00.000-07:00

Lately I've been doing a lot of this...

That is to say, that I've been forcing a smile on my face. It's a handy little way of ensuring there's a smile there, reminding the world (and myself) that life isn't bad. In fact, life is pretty darn stinking good.
Really. It is.

And when I "fake" smile enough, eventually a real one pops up, before I even realize it...

Things I'm Grateful for Today:

SMILES!
Random conversations late at night (randomness really does make the world go round)
"boo"
New plans brewing
Family visits
My super cool niece in her super cool shades...

Grateful

2011-08-25T13:34:00.000-07:00

Things I'm grateful for today:

Happiness, for myself and others
Vacation plans coming together
Happy hour with a long-lost friend tonight!
Text messages that make me smile
Bills being paid
Coffee
Sinus medication
Cough drops
Smiles
Hugs

PS - I think this will forever continue to be the

best text ever.

Summer is for...

2011-08-25T13:26:00.000-07:00

Time with my niece...

Ice cream dates...

Road trips with friends...

Swimming...

And even more swimming...

Dancing in the living room...

Riding bikes...

Cheering your sister-in-law on to marathon glory...

Setting new goals...

Drinking wine in your favorite city...

Hikes to Tablerock...

and more!

More to come, but I needed to get an update on here on what I've been doing this summer. Sorry to those who have missed me, and thank you for noticing!

Grateful - Day 2

2011-08-12T10:36:00.000-07:00

The 10 things I'm grateful for today:

sleep
humor
friends who truly "get' me
challenges
awakening
my giving spirit
people who wear their heart on their sleeve
leaving town for the weekend
chance to catch up with a good friend on this road trip
love

Grateful - Day 1

2011-08-11T08:35:00.000-07:00

I was inspired yesterday by a random visitor to our offices. She said she had started a new morning routine. Each day before getting out of bed, she lists 10 things she's grateful for. She speaks them out loud in order to let them sink into her brain and then gets on with her morning routine.

What a GREAT idea!

I decided to copy her idea by listings 10 grateful things of my own, but I decided to take it a step further... I'm going to post these 10 items here daily. This way I can look back on the the amazing things in my life any time I start to feel bogged down or stressed. Try it! I've only done this one day so far, and it's already impacting me more positively than I could have imagined.

Here's my 10 for today:

loving and supportive family
good friendships
the awareness to see lessons as they're happening
healthy family members
loving and caring niece
my own health
ability to workout
ability to pay my bills
opportunity to learn from mentors
the gift of salvation

Proving It To Myself Again

2011-06-07T06:42:00.000-07:00

On May 14, 2011 I accomplished the most difficult feat I've ever experienced. It was made much MUCH more difficult than necessary by my lack of planning and preparation, but difficult it was none-the-less. Here is a picture of me about 1 mile down into the Canyon. It's most likely around 5am and watching the sunrise over the rim of the Canyon while eating my breakfast was one of the most amazing experiences ever.
More pictures and the story of this crazy day to come soon...

Simplicity

2011-05-10T10:27:00.000-07:00

"look, I'm a boy!"

Lovelies

2011-05-10T10:24:00.000-07:00

Spring...

2011-05-05T09:45:00.000-07:00

...it's finally here!!

Broken

2011-04-27T11:15:00.000-07:00

Thank you Ingrid Michaelson, for giving me the words...

"Breakable"

Have you ever thought about what protects our hearts?
Just a cage of rib bones and other various parts.
So it's fairly simple to cut right through the mess,
And to stop the muscle that makes us confess.

And we are so fragile,
And our cracking bones make noise,
And we are just,
Breakable, breakable, breakable girls and boys.

You fasten my seatbelt because it is the law.
In your two ton death trap I finally saw.
A piece of love in your face that bathed me in regret.
Then you drove me to places I'll never forget.

And we are so fragile,
And our cracking bones make noise,
And we are just,
Breakable, breakable, breakable girls and boys.

And we are so fragile,
And our cracking bones make noise,
And we are just,
Breakable, breakable, breakable girls-
Breakable, breakable, breakable girls-
Breakable, breakable, breakable girls and boys.

Easter 2011

2011-04-27T11:08:00.000-07:00

Easter this year was fantastic. There was lots of time in the car, lots of time with family, and lots of time in nature. All my favorite things, in my favorite city.

Glutton for Punishment

2011-04-15T08:42:00.000-07:00

So last night Jayme, Kim and I decided that it would be a good idea for us all to run the marathon again this year. We each took turns saying, "are we crazy?!" and "are we really going to try and fundraise again?!" And the answer to both, we decided, is "yes."
So, yes, we are crazy to take on this challenge once more, and yes we are going to be fundraising close to $3,000 each again. But we are savvy ladies, and we know lots of people who like a good party, and we have some kick butt event ideas up our collective sleeve... in short, we got this.
I was so excited when I woke up this morning about signing up again that I had to pull my marathon shirt out of the closet and wear it to work today. I am so ready to rekindle my love/hate relationship with running, shin splints, calf cramps and all things GU.
So stay tuned for updates from the marathon road!

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 30

2011-04-13T07:09:00.000-07:00

Day 30 - A picture of yourself

I began this 30 day photo challenge with a picture similar to this one. There are many things that are important to me at this stage in life represented in this snapshot.

- Sunshine
- Team In Training
- Cycling
- Nature
- Power much greater than myself

Wow. The challenge is over. I may have to do this again sometime and see how it compares. If you've been thinking about taking the challenge too, do it. It's fun, and a great way to begin the day.

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 29

2011-04-12T10:12:00.000-07:00

Day 29 - A picture of someone you miss

You each know why and how. Love you all :)

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 28

2011-04-11T07:02:00.000-07:00

Day 28 - A picture that can always make you smile

Step 1 - get in car with best friend.
Step 2 - start driving.
Step 3 - keep driving.

Best road trip. EVER.

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 27

2011-04-09T09:59:00.000-07:00

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member

My brothers have always been there for me. They've protected me, stood up for me, and been my friends when I've needed someone to talk to. I have so many fond memories of playing football, climbing trees, chopping wood and running around outside in the summer with them. I can't imagine having had any better choice for siblings. God chose them well.
Love you guys!

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 26

2011-04-08T08:57:00.000-07:00

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you

When I first decided I was going to complete a marathon with Team in Training I highly doubted myself. I doubted my abilities, doubted my stamina and doubted my self-discipline. Miraculously no one else seemed to. Two people showed me the most faith though, and stood behind me the entire endeavor. They were my best friend, Richard, and my sis-in-law, Danielle. This picture reminds me of both of their encouragement and support.
Richard was going to travel with me to the marathon from day 1. He was going to be at my side during the weekend, and at the finish line when I crossed. Danielle strapped on her running shoes and was on the trail with me every week running and walking at my pace and pushing me to get better and better. They both stepped up in big ways.
When it came time to head to the race, Richard had a big conflict in scheduling and was going to be unable to travel with me. I understood, of course, but was bummed that my support team was going to miss it. Without missing a beat Richard told me that he was paying for Danielle to go with me and be there to see me cross the finish line. Danielle was on the course to cheer me on, and Richard was on the phone with me at mile 16 to talk me through my mental block.
I could not have asked for a better team to be at my side while I conquered the biggest challenge I have ever given myself.
Love you both!

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 25

2011-04-07T12:00:00.000-07:00

Day 25 - A picture of your day

I went for a ride with some team members after work yesterday. It was fairly uneventful (especially in comparison to this ride!) just 10 miles in the rain and a little wind. When I got back to my apartment I checked my handy little odometer and realized that although I've gone on a handful of pretty lengthy training rides, I just now hit 100 miles.
100 miles. The distance of my ride in June will be 100 miles in one day.

In
One
Day!

I got to thinking about just how far 100 miles is. Pardon my language, but that's a long damn distance!
Here are some comparisons:

If I were to get on my bike in Boise and ride to Wendell, that's 100 miles.
If I were to get on my bike in Boise and ride to Ontario, OR AND BACK that's 100 miles.
If I were to get on my bike in Boise and ride to McCall, that's 100 miles.
If I were to get on my bike in Seattle and ride to Olympia AND BACK that's 100 miles.
If I were to get on my bike in Portland and ride to Olympia that's 100 miles
If I were to ride around Lake Tahoe that would be 100 miles.... oh wait, I'm going to be doing that in June!

Whoa.

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 24

2011-04-06T09:43:00.000-07:00

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change

You're probably looking at this picture thinking, "where is she going with this? How in the world is this a picture of something Macey wants to change?"

Well, let me explain by sharing my thought process on this one:

Something I wish I could change, hmmm... something I wish I could change. Well, let's see. I wish I could change my weight, oh wait, I can change that. And I am. Ok. Well, I wish I could change my job. Oh wait, I have the power to change that too... Ok. What is something I can't change, no matter how hard I work, or how hard I try I have no power to change this.
Hmmm... (look around my office)
Hmmm... (look over at my boss)
Hmmm... (stare out the window) Man, I wish the weather was nice. WAIT! That's it! I wish I could change the weather. I want the sun to shine, the temps to rise and have an excuse to escape the office that includes some sort of activity that involves shorts.

So folks, my picture 'describing' this change is one of the sun on my toes.
Don't you feel silly now for questioning me? Sheesh.

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 23

2011-04-05T08:54:00.000-07:00

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book

I quickly grabbed the copies of "Peter Pan" from my bookshelf that I could easily find and snapped this photo with excitement. I may have a slight obsession with the notion of never growing up. Life on an island with pirates and mermaids, an active imagination and fairy dust... yes please!

Peter: Why do you have to spoil everything? We have fun, don't we? I taught you to fly and to fight. What more could there be?
Wendy: There is so much more.
Peter: What? What else is there?
Wendy: I don't know. I guess it becomes clearer when you grow up.
Peter: Well, I will not grow up. You cannot make me!

Yes, I actually own more copies of this treasured story than these 4, and have my eye on a few other editions too. Ooh... this one too :)

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 22

2011-04-04T10:39:00.000-07:00

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at

I remember climbing trees as a kid with my older brother and loving it. We would find the tallest tree on our property and climb to the tippy-top, surveying the world below us and pretending we were famous explorers discovering new worlds.
Somewhere along the line I developed a fear of falling to my imminent death and stopped. I still have an irrational and intense fear of heights and haven't climbed a tree since my pre-pubescence. I wish I was better at climbing trees and discovering the joy again.

An Evening with Joie

2011-04-02T19:39:00.000-07:00

The Goldfish Song

2011-04-02T12:41:00.000-07:00

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 20

2011-04-02T09:08:00.000-07:00

Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel

I want to travel all of Europe. Mostly, for art and culture experiences I want to see Rome, Paris, and London. My dream is to spend a substantial amount of time (we're talking months) in each city. I don't want to just be another tourist. I want to truly experience life in these places. But if I was handed a wad of cash and told I could visit anyplace in the world for just a few days, it would hands-down be Santorini, Greece. My photographers soul yearns to be there. To capture the famous white buildings with blue tops. I want to stake out the perfect spot to capture the city and wait until just before sundown - magic hour - and capture it in true splendor.

Sigh... someday...

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 19

2011-04-01T06:55:00.000-07:00

Day 19 - A picture and a letter

Today's photo is brought to you by the letter "S" for Silly -- as in what kind of face I told Joie to make before snapping this picture with my phone.
This kid could not be more awesome.

Normal day, let me be aware of the treasure you are… Let me not pass you by in quest of some rare and perfect Tomorrow. One day I shall dig my nails into the earth, or bury my face in my pillow, or stretch myself taut, or raise my hands to the sky and want, more than all the world, your return.
- Mary Jean Iron

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 18

2011-03-31T06:56:00.000-07:00

Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity

This photo was taken in jest, however it speaks truth. The excess weight that I carry is a constant reminder of years of apathy and lack of self discipline.

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 17

2011-03-30T06:58:00.000-07:00

Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently

Confidence.
Strength.
Inspiration.
Dedication.
Determination.
Friendships.
Perseverance.

Team in Training has given me all of this and more. I was stuck. I didn't care anymore, and I was heading down a path of very poor health habits. And then I found TNT.
In a nutshell... it changed my life.

GO TEAM!

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 16

2011-03-29T08:38:00.000-07:00

Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you

In an interview with Byron for Meridian magazine back in October about his journey with Non Hodgkin's Lymphoma, Byron told me:

"Before being diagnosed, I was on a dead end road. I had just finalized my second divorce, things weren't good at home and I was living by myself so I ate nothing but fast food, something I had been doing for years and years. I would grab a combo meal and a case of beer after work, go home and just sit there and eat and drink my beer until I'd pass out, then I'd get up, go to work and do the same thing the next night...

My doctors, when I was diagnosed in 2004, told me that I'd better get into shape. I was pushing 290 pounds and I'm only five feet, eight inches tall. The morning after I was diagnosed, I went on a mission to get in the best shape I possibly could so that I could beat this."

Byron is the most inspiring person I have met. He is filled with life and love and truly cherishes every day as an individual gift. I am blessed to call him a teammate and friend.
Love you B!

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 15

2011-03-28T07:02:00.000-07:00

Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die

I want to feel the wind whipping my whole body while I free fall.... anyone wanna go with me?!

30 miles in the wind: 2 flat tires, 1 crash and a broken shoe

2011-03-27T20:53:00.000-07:00

Let me start by saying that not all trainings are created equal. True, most of them are amazing and downright enjoyable, but there are the few that are not so great.

Remember my first time attempting to run 18 miles?
Yeah, not so great.

But while not all trainings are created equal, they are all equally opportunities for growth and lessons learned. And yesterday's training was an opportunity for both.

It started out with the team meeting at a park off of Floating Feather in Eagle. The plan was to ride out through the countryside where there were rolling hills in a large loop for about 30 miles. It was windy, and the clouds threatened rain, but we pushed on, determined to get our mileage in. The first few miles were fairly unexciting. We had a tail wind that was pushing us along nicely and it didn't seem to difficult to keep my pace around 19mph. But after 6 or 7 miles things were starting to feel harder for me. We still had a tailwind, but I was having to work pretty hard to keep up with the pack. Soon I fell far behind, and Coach Brad circled back to ride with me. He told me to pull over so we could check my tires. And it was then, at mile 10 that we discovered my tires were only at 60 psi (they are supposed to be around 110).

No wonder I was beat! I was having to work overtime to just keep my tires going.

So we (Coach Brad really) put air in my tires and I thought all would be well.
And it was.
For about 2 more miles.

We were in the thick of our hills - rolling through Deep Canyon in Star, Idaho and climbing our way to the other side. Coach Daniel rolled up beside me and asked how I was doing. I was not doing well and told him so.
"I'm stronger than this," I said. "But everything hurts. My legs are cramping and I'm mentally over it."
He began asking me what I was drinking (Gatorade and water) and eating (Clif Bar) and how often. We chatted a few minutes about it when he suddenly said, "your front tire is flat. Pull over."

Flat #1

Coach Brad (who is a CHAMP!) showed me how to change my flat. Since it was storming (still windy, and still rainy) he buzzed through it pretty quickly so we could all get going again.

After fixing the flat I was excited to take on the rest of the hills. I figured NOW everything would be alright, and I could ride with less pain. (Air in the tires makes a huge difference. Take my word for it.)

I pulled up next to the team, who were all waiting so patiently for me at the top of the next hill. Being overly excited and joking with them about being ready to ride for real now, I forgot to unclip my foot before stopping and promptly fell over. Yep.

We were off again. With only a few more hills to go I figured I could lick this no problem.
I would have loved it if that were the case.
Really.

About 5 miles later, after huffing and puffing, cramping and hurting and falling well behind the team's pace line I discovered another flat front tire.

Flat #2

Coach again replaced the tube in my tire and discovered that we had missed a step when replacing the first one. ALWAYS check the tire for the cause of the flat. While it may be a fluke, or pinched tube, it may also be because you picked up a friend along the way. I happened to have picked up a nasty little goat-head. So while we'll never know for sure, it is most likely that the second tube popped right after replacing the first one, and I had now huffed and puffed for another 5 miles on a flat front tire.
I was so ready to be done.

We (Coach Brad really) replaced the second one and were off again. About 3 miles down the road we caught up to the patiently waiting team and I discovered that I could not unclip my left foot from the bike. I was stuck. Long story short on this one, my clip had come loose and Coach Daniel had to pry it from the bike in order to tighten it back up. Who knows how long it had been loose, but it was causing me to loose efficiency in pedaling while it was.

With two working tires, a fixed shoe, and a bike checked (I had the coaches check my bike just in case something else could have possibly gone wrong) we were ready to ride the last 10 miles back to our cars.

I have never been so happy to see my car.

I know I started off this post by saying that this training was not so great, but I want to retract that statement and clarify. While it wasn't the smoothest of rides, or even the easiest (by far) it was a great training experience. I am so proud of myself for finishing. Believe me, I did not want to. Many times I thought about an exit strategy and how it might work for me to quit. But I didn't. A year ago that would not have been the case. I've grown a lot over the last 14-ish months, and I owe a lot (if not nearly all) of that to Team in Training.

I joked with my team about milking this ride for all that it is worth for donations to the cause. Saying that this ride better earn at least $500 for cancer research. And while that would be awesome (really awesome!) I think this ride earned me much more than that in confidence and determination.
I got this.
No one can stop me, but me.

Stats
Distance: 28.66 miles
Max Speed: 27.8 mph
Total Distance on Odometer: 91.8 miles

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 14

2011-03-27T07:14:00.000-07:00

Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without

Joie Lynn, you bless my life in so many wonderful ways. I love watching you grow and discover the world around you. The bond between us is everything I hoped for and more, and I look forward to seeing the amazing person you're going to become. Big things are ahead for you, this I know.
Love you baby girl!

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 12

2011-03-25T06:20:00.000-07:00

Day 12 - A picture of something you love

Tony Bennett may have left his heart in San Francisco, but mine will forever be in Seattle. There is just something about the Emerald City that speaks to my soul, especially in Alki Beach. I can't quite explain it, and don't necessarily feel compelled too, but there's something special in the air there, and I just feel at home.

I Like to Ride My Bicycle... I Like to Ride My Bike

2011-03-24T12:19:00.000-07:00

I asked my friend, and fellow photographer, Joncee May to take some photos of me with my bicycle for my upcoming fundraising postcards. We headed out to the Greenbelt in Garden City and had a great time snapping some photos. I can't wait to get my postcards in the mail!

Thanks Joncee!

And perhaps my favorite shot of all...

(Don't worry, it was completely staged)

Recommitment

2011-03-24T12:09:00.000-07:00

It's that time of the season again... time to recommit! Halfway during the training season you are given the option of turning in the funds that you've raised for LLS and walking away - no harm, no foul. Or you can sign the papers and dedicate yourself to finishing this great task. There are many reasons someone might not recommit (injury, bad timing, low funds raised, etc) but MANY reasons one will continue the task as well.

The recommitment party is one of the highlights of the season. We meet at Joe's Crab Shack and (after handing over our credit card info in case we don't raise our minimum - more on that later) we karaoke and party our tushies off.

This year's party fell on St. Patrick's Day, so many green beers were consumed.

TNT staffers Dan and Lynne started us off with a little "Love Shack"

Teammate Michelle got her Bieber Fever on

"Girls Just Wanna Have Fun"

Really, we do :)

Jake redeemed himself by rocking a little Blink 182 after the girls tricked him into some Brittany Spears "Oops I Did It Again"

Our beloved marathon coaches Mike and Louise danced the night away. How cute are these two?!

Triathlon coach, Roman, rocked the Kid Rock after refusing to dazzle us with his Lady Gaga

All-in-all the recommitment party was a great success! The team is so big this season, and it's such a great thing to see so many people working their tales off to help save lives!!

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 11

2011-03-24T07:27:00.000-07:00

Day 11 - A picture of something you hate

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 10

2011-03-23T06:56:00.000-07:00

Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most crazy things with

This is my friend Miss Jayme. Together we have trained for (and completed!) a marathon, completed a very "Dirty" 10k, gotten tattoos and numerous other crazy and fun things! I'd say the craziest thing is the marathon though... who saw that coming?!

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 9

2011-03-22T08:24:00.000-07:00

Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most

Richard - I can't imagine my life without this man. Although I've only known him for 5 or so years, I feel like I've known him my whole life. No one knows or understands me as well as he does. I won't digress into the "things he's gotten me through," but they are many. And for them all, I am grateful.
Love you bestie!

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 8

2011-03-21T08:48:00.000-07:00

Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh

I'm cheating today - I couldn't hold this to just one picture. It cracks me up how often a picture is taken of my niece and I together where in we have the exact same (or eerily similar) expression. This kid is awesome. There's no denying it.

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 7

2011-03-20T08:13:00.000-07:00

Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item

I don't put much stock in "items." They are just things. Something for the ego to identify itself with. I've been thinking about this more and more lately with the devastation in Japan. What if all my possessions were to disappear in the blink of an eye? Would my self-worth or value be diminished? Would I be less of a person, or in need because of the loss? No. Don't get me wrong. I feel for the people who have lost. I wish them nothing but recovery, hope and strength. But the things that they lost. They are just things. The loved ones that they've lost; however, that it a different story. For that I grieve. I mourn with them. Love is a powerful thing, and it is felt deeply within when it is torn from us. Love is my most "treasured item."

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 6

2011-03-19T09:46:00.000-07:00

Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day

I would love to trade places for a day with many people. Just for the experience of knowing what they think, feel and do. We are all connected, all the same, just living out different experiences and perspectives. However, for reasons more of a timely nature (training for my century ride) I've chosen Lance Armstrong for today's choice. 7 time winner of the Tour de France and cancer survivor, Lance is an inspiration to so many. I've read his book "It's Not About the Bike" many times, and am continuously inspired by his journey.

The reason I would like to trade places with Lance Armstrong for a day is so I can feel what it's like to ride so fast on a bicycle. I'm sure he feels like he's flying... what a wonderful and freeing thing to feel.

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 5

2011-03-18T07:26:00.000-07:00

Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory

My favorite memory was difficult to discern. I have so many great memories. I've lived a pretty great and blessed life so far and had some fun along the way. When I think back... way back... memories like playing football in the yard with my brothers, working in the shop with my dad, crafting with my mom and cousin Jill, visiting the Oregon Coast with family, every Thanksgiving ever... those are things that pop into my mind and make me smile. There are many moments that are flooding my mind, but the one that I keep coming back to, and it doesn't surprise me, is the Easter that I spent in California in 2009.

Jill and I flew down to spend a long weekend with Jed, Danielle and Joie. It was the first time I really spent with my niece. I had met her for the first time on our way back from Mexico. But only spent about an hour with her. The weekend was fantastic. Anyone who knows me, or reads this blog, knows that my niece is my world. I can't imagine life without her. She is the most wonderful, complete little person I've had the privilege of loving.

This trip brought lots of growth, and the start of new and renewed relationships.

A wonderful memory.

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 4

2011-03-17T07:05:00.000-07:00

Day 04 - A picture of your night

Since I'm doing these posts first thing in the morning, "a picture of my night," refers to last night. I spent the evening with these two lovely ladies. I've watched Olivia (3) and Samantha (4) for almost three years now. The first summer Olivia was just 5 months old and Samantha a year and a half. They are amazing, sweet and loving girls, and I'm blessed by knowing them and watching them grow.
Love you bugs :)

I need your votes!

2011-03-16T20:19:00.000-07:00

I'm getting ready to send out my fundraising postcards, but I can't decide which image to use. Help! Vote, vote, vote!

Number 1

Number 2

Number 3

Thinking

2011-03-16T10:33:00.000-07:00

I've been thinking a lot lately. Thinking about life. Thinking about love. Thinking about the past, the future, and what it all means. And I've come to somewhat of a conclusion.

I don't need to think so much.

Life has a funny way of happening. It has a funny way of being perfect and just right all the time. Even when it doesn't feel like it's going the way it's "supposed" to, it is. I have to remind myself of this in the troublesome and worrisome times, and it's difficult to remember, but it's true.

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 3

2011-03-16T06:51:00.000-07:00

Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show

I didn't discover "Gilmore Girls" until it was well into it's 5th season on TV. Living in two different cities, my mom and I discovered the lunchtime reruns at the same time, but didn't talk about it until after watching a few seasons. I don't remember exactly how it came up, but I do remember us both talking about a tough situation in comparison to an episode where Lorelei (mother) and Rory (daughter) were dealing with a similar problem. It became a way for my mom and I to put our issues in perspective and subsequently become closer. We both own the entire series on DVD because we unknowingly gave it to each other for Christmas a few years back. We are Lorelei and Rory... friends first, mother and daughter second.
Whenever I feel the need for a laugh, a cry or to go "home," I can pull out a particular episode and lose myself in this silly little town full of its quirks and crazy characters.

Brown paper packages tied up with strings...

2011-03-15T10:48:00.000-07:00

These are a few of my favorite things...

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 2

2011-03-15T06:48:00.000-07:00

Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest

My cousin Jill was born just 9 months after me. We both have one older and one younger brother and lived just a few miles away from each other until we were 12-ish (can't remember exactly). We were all raised as brothers and sisters and while I love her brothers dearly, it's Jill that I've always been closest with. We have a sisterly bond that stands the test of time and distance. While we may not talk everyday, she is one of the first people I turn to when I need to talk or figure something out, and she's always there for me.
Love you Jill!

This picture was taken in 2009 just a few months after Jill and Blake were married. I was visiting them at their home in the Tri Cities and Jill and I decided to take some bridal photos in the surrounding areas. After crawling through dirt in the vineyards and taking a dip in the Columbia River (yes all while in her wedding dress!) we were making latte's back in their apartment and snapped this photo.
You can see images from our shoot here and here.

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 1

2011-03-14T05:42:00.000-07:00

The "30 Day Photo Challenge" has been making the rounds on the interwebs lately. Being the photo-lover that I am, I couldn't ignore this bandwagon any longer. So here is my first entry...

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with ten facts

One - There was no call for an explanation of this photo, so I won't digress, but there are many clues into the important things in my life in this pic.
Two - Friends and family make my world turn round
Three - My favorite color is pink. Most days.
Four - I sing loudly and proudly. Not well... but loudly and proudly.
Five - I've ran 2 half marathons and 1 full marathon - proudest day of my life.
Six - I am addicted to chap stick.
Seven - I am a literature snob, but will read anything.
Eight - I have the most amazing niece in the entire world.
Nine - I currently work 5 jobs and am super grateful for each one.
Ten - Nothing will stop me from meeting the goals I set for myself.

Hills, and Beer and Road Rash... Oh My!

2011-03-13T08:48:00.000-07:00

Friday night Dacia invited me to crash the triathlon team's training and join her for a ride along the Greenbelt. Not one to pass up the opportunity to hang out with the amazing people in Team in Training, I accepted and met her after work for a ride. We rode the 5 or so miles from her house to Lucky 13 where we met up with the rest of the group. Later we rode back to her house in the dark. It was a bit cold, a bit dodgy, and 100% awesome!

In the parking lot of Lucky 13, triathlon coach Roman no doubt telling a very entertaining story.

We ducked inside Lucky 13 and had a few beers and shot the breeze for a couple hours. I think all training rides should end this way. What a fun and relaxing way to spend an evening... in our spandex. Ha!

Saturday morning the cycling team started out from Fort Boise at 11:00 for our 25 miler. I love how big our group is this season! We're missing about 5 members from this photo even. Everyone out there is working hard to kick cancer in the ass!!

Here I am about 5 miles into the ride. There were headwinds pushing against us the whole way. Having spent the last year on a bike in the spin room I didn't realize how much of a difference wind makes! I'm excited to get stronger and faster and cut through the wind like it's nothing {hopefully} soon!

We stopped in the parking lot at Lucky 13 to say hello to fellow teammate Ingrid at her salon. I've been warned that I'll undoubtedly take a few spills due to my clip-in shoes until I get used to them, and I didn't disappoint. As we pulled into the lot I remembered to unclip my right foot before stopping, and then leaned my bike to the left for my dismount. Oops! I quickly realized my mistake, but just held on and went with it. I was completely fine, but my ego was bruised a bit. Nothing a good laugh couldn't fix though. I picked myself up, snapped a pic of my road rash and we took off again.

Next up on our course was tackling the hill to Lucky Peak Lake. Having only driven this hill a few times, I was not quite sure what I was in for. Climbing hills in the spin room is far different from climbing them on the bike though, of that I was certain. We stopped at the base of the hill to grab some water and nourishment (almonds and raisins) before heading up. The experienced members of my team told me what to expect and how to handle the hill, and we took off.

I don't think it was harder than I expected necessarily, but it was difficult for sure. Byron, who could have easily flown up the hill in no time, stayed with me the whole way. About halfway up, I looked down at my bike computer and I saw I was only going 4mph! "This sucks B," I said, "I'm going to be on this hill forever!" I had to take a quick stretching rest halfway up. I told Byron that my leg was cramping and we took a few minutes. I think my leg was just an excuse though, and I was mentally hitting a wall. I knew I could push my bike the rest of the way, but didn't want to. I really wanted to make it up this hill.

I climbed back on my bike and started pedaling again as fast as I could. I was really low mentally, and wanted to quit and just meet them at the bottom. Suddenly Byron came up from behind me and said, "how great is it that we're out here and not stuck in some hospital? We can be out here, riding up this hill and having a great day, and not have to worry about our meds." He is so right and that was just the boost I needed!! I kept pedaling and pretty soon I was at the top!

I'm excited to tackle this hill time and again. I've set a benchmark now, and my goal is to climb without stopping, and increase my pace. I love have benchmarks to beat.

Teammates Becky Lee, Julie and I at the top.

While climbing the hill was super tough and kicked my butt a bit, coming the down the hill was AWESOME! It felt like it took only 30 seconds and I felt like I was flying. I chanced a glance down at my speedometer and it read 27 mph! I know that's not very fast in a car, but it felt awesome on a bicycle!

The rest of the ride back to Fort Boise was beautiful. It was the perfect spring day.

I love my TEAM, I love this cause, and I love riding my bicycle and proving to myself time and again that I CAN DO THIS!

Stats
Distance: 23.54 miles
Max Speed: 27.6 mph
Total Distance on Odometer: 49.9

If you haven't had the opportunity, (or have, and want to give again!) to give a tax free donation to the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society, please visit my fundraising site here. I'm just over 50% of my goal, and with your help, I KNOW we can surpass it and save even more lives like Byron's.

Are you wondering where your money goes and how it helps?

$20 pays for nutrients to grow cells in a lab for one week that will be used to test new anticancer drugs.

$50 will register 1 person to be a bone marrow donor.

$100 will pay for the cost of 4 patient's chemotherapy drug prescription co-payments.

$300 will train 25 peer volunteers who can provide emotional support to newly diagnosed patients.

$500 will provide patient aid to a person with Leukemia or a related cancer for a year.

Fantastic Weekend Fun

2011-03-07T10:43:00.000-08:00

My friend GiGi opened her own salon and had a FANTASTIC grand opening for First Thursday downtown. I'm so stinking proud of her for following her dreams and making it happen. It's a beautiful space, and it fits her personality so well.

Joie attended the grand opening with me and loved the live music pumping through the space. She had a blast running around, dancing and entertaining everyone with her cuteness.

Afterward Joie, my friend Jayme, and I sat outside a coffee shop around the corner and caught up. There were two stone statues framing the doorway that were the same height as Joie and she got a kick out of them. She ran back and forth to them giving them hugs and kisses, and sitting on them.

Saturday (after my GREAT ride with the TEAM) my Grandma Cookie flew into town and we spent the evening eating, playing games and catching up at Jed and Danielle's. Mom, Dad, Jed, Danielle, Grandma, Joie, Me and Nate... full house!

Sunday morning began with a coffee and quiche date with my two girls, Erin and Jessica. We hit up one of my favorite local spots and spilled all the latest details on our lives. There's something amazing about sitting in the midst of a crowd at a busy coffee joint and talking with good friends that fills your soul with happiness...

The rest of the afternoon was spent hanging out with my friend GiGi at her salon. I snapped pics for her website and facebook page, and she gave me a killer new look that I LOVE!

Riding Bicycles Outdoors!

2011-03-05T16:19:00.000-08:00

We woke up to gray, rainy skies and cold weather, but I didn't care. Today was the day.
The day for... riding bicycles outdoors!

On my way to our coach's house, I could not contain my excitement...

First up was our patient honoree potluck. This is such an emotional morning. Many patients, many stories, many beautiful hearts... all beating for one great mission. Let's CURE cancer!!
Below is our amazing nutritionist and patient honoree Hilary Horton Brown and myself.

Then it was time to ride! Here I am with my beautiful new Jamis, all ready to hit the road. It was a bit chilly, so don't mind my puffy layers...

The ever-amazing Byron and me...

Well, my Jamis is officially broken in now. Muddy, rainy and beautiful :)

My shoes are legit now too!

Stats for today:

Distance: 14.59 miles
Average Speed: 14.9 mph
Max Speed: 22.2 mph

All-in-all a great ride on a great day!!

Tattoo-ed

2011-03-03T11:09:00.000-08:00

Wow, I can't believe I haven't posted about this yet! This is big.
This is really, really big.

I've wanted a tattoo for years now. Not just any tattoo though. I've wanted a tattoo that represents the biggest things in my life. Something that reminds me that I have the power to make it or break it on my own. Something that reminds me that I can accomplish anything I put my mind too. And something that serves as a constant reminder that I am, indeed, a grade A bad ass.

So on January 13, 2011, fellow marathon teammate Jayme and I went to visit my friend Travis at Ink Vision Tattoo, and got inked!

This was hands down the neatest thing I've ever been a part of. I was fascinated by the whole experience, and can see myself become easily addicted to getting tattoo-ed.

I spent the time chatting with Travis and taking pictures

Travis working on Jayme's wrist tat

Jayme's finished product!

She didn't enjoy the process quite as much as I did.

It couldn't be more perfect.

More Sunsets

2011-03-02T19:26:00.000-08:00

Hell Yeah!

2011-03-02T16:01:00.000-08:00

In exactly 2 months and 11 days I will be crossing another item off of my bucket list. On May 14, 2011 my Uncle Rodney and I will be hiking this:

Eeeps! I can't freaking wait!!

More Songs I'm Digging Lately

2011-03-02T06:54:00.000-08:00

and of course, the best song at the best show :)

Escaping Life

2011-03-01T21:05:00.000-08:00

My good friend, Jessica, and I both had melancholy days. After texting back and forth all day, we decided to "escape" our woes and watch the sunset from above Boise at Table Rock. We threw on jackets, grabbed our cameras and hiked up to the best vantage point of our beautiful city. It was just what my soul needed. Good talks, breathtaking views, and a brisk hike in the cool air.

Spin Until Your Legs Fly Off

2011-02-26T15:20:00.000-08:00

I began my morning by noticing that my bottom half is beginning to tone up and "take shape" again. This made me happy, and put me in quite a good mood before training :)

To the Y for spin class!

My spin bike for the day. We'll call her "Bertha."

Mentors, and my personal inspirations, Brad and Byron warming up.

Cutie Brandie saying hello.

Roni, Loni and Dacia ready to ROCK it!

Julie and Coach Daniel are so fast!

My feet are going to fly off :)

Ahhh... nothing like a little yoga after a good spin session.

Oh how I love my TEAM.

The end.

The capacity to Love

2011-02-25T09:44:00.000-08:00

I spent last evening with my niece, and I cannot express enough how blessed I am to have her in my life. She continually reminds me of how simple and free life can be.

We met up with a friend of mine who's niece is just 1 month younger than Joie. We let them play at the library while we caught up, and took them to dinner. They were fast friends, and enjoyed running around, experiencing joy together.

On the way home she asked if she could hold my hand, so I was driving with one hand and stretched, reaching into the back seat so she could hold my other hand. She was looking out the window singing while absent-mindedly rubbing her thumb over my knuckles. My heart was on fire.

I'm so glad that my niece has an open and accepting heart and such a large capacity to love. I hope this quality stays with her forever, and she will continue to teach me for our lifetime.

A Few Exciting Announcements

2011-02-22T21:11:00.000-08:00

My new business cards came in the mail today...

I'd like to formally introduce you to Jamis...

And, I give you "flying baby"...

Motormouth Studios

2011-02-19T14:05:00.000-08:00

This blog is used as a journal of sorts. My personal experiences and thoughts that I would like to remember in days, months and years to come are cataloged here. If you were brought to this site looking for my photography, I invite you to view my two other sites.

I have a blog devoted to photography taken in my home city of Boise, Id - here

I also have a blog for my photo and design studio, Motormouth Studios - here

You are more than welcome to look around this site, but I have a feeling that if you don't really know me, you won't find it all that interesting.

Happy looking!

Your Song

2011-02-19T10:57:00.001-08:00

My dad took my mom on their very first date in 1974, and this song came on the radio. My dad, being the smart ass that he is, pointed to the radio and told my mom, "this is your song." My mom, being the naive romantic that she is, listened to the lyrics and fell hopelessly in love with my father.
31 years later, this song is still "their song" and I can't hear it without thinking of them.

Barely holding it together

2011-02-18T14:53:00.000-08:00

I just had my headshots taken for Eagle Magazine (I'm a writer on their publications team) by a young man I had never met before. While setting up for my session, I noticed his shoes. They were the same shoes I wore to train for, and eventually complete, my marathon in October. I pointed this out. Here's how the conversation went:

Me: "Hey, I have those same shoes!"
Him: "Yeah? Don't you love them?"
Me: "Yes! I ran my first marathon in them in October. So know that they will hold up for you."
Him: "Wait, are you the staffer that wrote the story about the man who runs to raise money for people with cancer?"
Me: "YES! That's the group I trained and ran with! We train for endurance events in exchange for raising money for the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society. Have you heard of them?"
Him: "No. But my daughter was diagnosed with Leukemia in October."

SLAM.

Me: "Oh, I am so sorry to hear that! How old is your daughter?"
Him: "2."

DOUBLE SLAM

Stories like this are all too common. It breaks my heart to hear that his daughter is living her life in a hospital, hooked to machines and receiving medication that causes so much good, but so much damage in her little body. I hurt for his family, having to be strong, but having to deal with the unknown- what does this mean for her future, what does this mean for her family? I can't help but focus on the fact that she is the same age as my niece. Her father shared with me her blog that her mom is keeping as a journal. I visited it after he left, and sat with tears at my desk.

She instantly reminded me of my niece. How would I handle getting the news that my niece, this little bundle of love that I treasure so much, is sick? I pray that I never have to know. I pray that no other parent, aunt, grandparent, cousin, brother, sister, friend or otherwise will ever have to hear that someone they love is sick. I'm tired of it. I'm ready for the world to be rid of cancer.

This is why I train. I feel like I have to do something... anything. I feel like by raising this money, and staying focused on the task at hand, I can somehow make a small difference. And with the thousands of people across the nation who are making this same small difference, it adds up to one BIG difference.
Together we can help. Together we can make a difference. Together we can save lives.

Would you like to make a difference with me? Please do so, here.

Happiness is...

2011-02-18T10:11:00.000-08:00

Random weather...

Good reminders...

Sweat it out, zen it out...

Comforting rain...

Healthy habits...

Lazy Sundays with family...

Eye candy and caffeine fixes...

Good talks with great friends...

TEAM support...

Winning...

Hot chocolate with cutie-pies...

Coffee and talks at my favorite spot...

That love doesn't see age, race, ethnicity, religion, distance, or time;

because in every human the heart looks the same...

My beautiful city...

love

2011-02-13T17:50:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day all!

Hipstamatic

2011-02-11T16:14:00.000-08:00

My newest obsession with the iPhone. This app is awesome! Here is a compilation of some of my favorite photos I've taken with it

Nike Women's Marathon Slideshow!!

2011-02-08T10:21:00.000-08:00

I finally took the time to compile my photos in a slideshow. I can't stop watching it. I get butterflies each time and little jolts of excited energy. I can't wait to experience the next big go around with the cycle challenge in Tahoe this summer :D

Enjoy!

My Goodness...

2011-01-30T21:36:00.000-08:00

I LOVE this kid!!